you wont understand

sorry but it's just how i feel
i know you won't understand
i can't pretend i feel it
when you touch my hand

i used to think i loved you
but now i'm not so sure
i used to be sad but now i smile
when you walk out that door

i guess i was lonely
when you came along
i let that take over
and i know i was wrong

all i wanted was a friend
someone to ease the pain
but i know when i tell you
we'll never be again

i don't want you to hate me
but i already know you will
but i can't leave it any longer
the stress has made me ill

and when i finally tell you
i know you'll take it bad
and when your gone from my life
i know i will be sad

but holding on to what isn't there
isn't fair on me or you
i'm not in love i'm sorry
but i love you that is true.

 

it is good how you express yourself in poetry. Really, it does feel better, eh?

 

I can soooooo relate to that feeling.
Great poem

 

it feels a whole lot better,pity i can't express my feelings as well when i talk.

 

wow

 

wow amanda, you can really get it out there.
loads of hugs coming your way hon