there is something about this that i like ,maybe i had someone beside me when i was writing i just don't know i think it still needs some work but i'll get back to it later. together one day i am always around but you just don't see i talk to you but you can not hear close your eyes and you will see me blank out the world and you will hear me you think I have left you but I am here standing beside you I watch you struggle it makes me sad i want to hold you tell you it's okay but i can't reach you until you let me in i try to get your attention the clock the TV the footsteps on the stairs i want to shout i am here with you always watching not wanting to let go you call me in your sleep at last my chance to tell you all the things you need to know how i love you and always will that I'm sorry for all i did that i never wanted to leave you but i have a special job to do now and that one day we will be back in each others arms you wake up in the morning and you are calmer happier even you look as if you see me you smile tell me it's okay now you tell me to leave move on i'm not sure i am ready but then the golden light surrounds me and from this world i am gone but i know you will be fine and one day together we will be AmandaJaneLowe sept 2006
it was odd writing it sounds weird but it was like the words were coming from someone else,maybe it was just one of those things,but i like it glad you like it
