Boy, I've had a bad day today, and now I am calm and serene and thinking about all I learned about MM. My brain has to work 5-7 times harder than others because I have a vestibular disorder. There's a different drug I can take..... If I ask my Dr......... And that my Dr. Is great because I called and asked her assistant if the Dr. Would consider giving me Ativan, instead of Valium. And the assistant called me back and asked for my pharmacys number. Feelings of anxiety and panic can be caused by MM, but MM also makes these conditions worse. So, I'm not bi-polar, which my OTO says she knew, but I have MM. MM should be given much more attention for all those who have it and don't have a really knowledgeable Dr. Recovery from major episodes doesn't stop when the episode does. there are breathing techniques that really help with these symptoms. Now what I learned about me I find solace and peace in prayer I push myself too hard physically. I mask vertigo and dizziness, so my family doesn't know how sick I am I like everything just so I feel emotions strongly And I have new friends in my sphere........ My love to you, you know who you are!
Musings are fun and bring Joy to my soul I'm living life and setting new goals I've woken up, and I'm not giving in I'm far too stubborn to let MM win!
ONCE, I was Once I was da, then I was ma, then I was ma-ma. Then, I was Mommy For a Very Long Time........ Now, I'm MOM Cynthia calls me, Ma! I call MoM R., mommy, softly Cuz, she WAS- my mommy.... Still is. I call my mother,..just mom I call my SIL, Alberta, my Sister,.. because she is and will always be, she's also an amazing Woman. I don't talk to my biological sister...since she went to CA, and started doing drugs. I don't know if she is even alive. I can't talk to my biological Father, because he's passed, he drank too much, did drugs, smoked, and loved too many women, he passed when he was 56, but damn, he had some good stories to tell! I call my stepfather, DaD, he is, and he's a wonderful guy. I called my daughter...Bella....when I first held her in my arms, I named her Leesa, and call her Leesa Bella or just Bella, she is the light of my life I'm still Mom, to my kids, but I'm also their friend. Because, I love them, and enjoy who they are. An oriGINA£ gmr
As I sit here all alone.. Just my furry friends.. I am not alone. Waiting to get started, on things I planned for the day, Trying desperately to keep MM at bay. Oh, the trials of living with this, That takes away from everyday Bliss. I will do the things I enjoy, but pray it won't hit me, And take from my JOY. I'll do more today,... .....as I'm making these Gifts And visit with friends.. To feel what they say. an oriGINA£. GMR
It was brought to my attention Something I do It may sound confusing Like I don't have a clue.. But I know what it means Not how it comes across.. Sometimes I find myself at a total loss Now, is it MM Or is it just me? I wonder sometimes If simple it could be. Ive accepted the fact That we are all not alike But, that's what's so special And sets us apart. an oriGINA£. gmr
It's good to play games. It's good to have fun, It's good to feel love, It's good to laugh. It's good to feel welcome, It's good to fell included. It's good to be a part of something bigger than myself.
