The monster has me in its grip I hate this feeling and being sick The things I put myself thru Not to be blamed on any of you Now I'll start from the beginning again And hope it gets better, not knowing how or when I'll take the remarks in the spirit they're meant And send you my love, and offer the hand that you've lent Grateful I'll be for what led me here The friendships I make, I will hold dear
Nice. Good that you hit on the most frustrating part of it. My friends are not inviting me to very many things anymore because they don't know if it will be too much noise. I never know if and when I'll be sick. Sometimes I do a turn and my head goes whoosh. So, the fact that we are under it's control in that way is very true. It's hard to not think about the next "when"
IMHO there are two monsters; The one that messes with you physically and the one that messes with your head. I wish you all the best in beating them both.
Oh, you Evil Monster Just be gone My Health, I will actively foster And keep you down I'm getting better More each day Relief like this for you all, I pray It can be battled If you use the right tools Giving up is only for fools With so much available And a lot of faith You can beat back this monster and pray that it lasts. GMR
A small little episode hit me today After trying so hard to keep it at bay I pushed too hard I need to slow down Things to do, when no ones around Get some help And get it all done It's Holiday time Just wanted to have fun Listen to my body Heed those signs It's time to slow down Before I lose my mind Resting it out, hoping it passes It does and I'm good 15 minutes, is all that it lasted. So, now I'll rest... And visit .org, my MM friends All always the Best! GMR¥£
