I think you "bumped" this for me. There are untold blessings we "receive not because we ask not." Some of these can definitely be for ourselves. DLB - People will let you down, even the very best. God is still there. I ask you to keep the eyes of your spirit open, nothing more than that for now. Cara, call it a box if you choose, but I think it is better than that. I think it is from God's own heart.