I wonder sometimes not many understand our grief some say we deal with things in different ways I don't know I say some don't deal with it at all if they don't look at it, it doesn't exist tomorrow it will be gone but the truth is it won't be gone, it is still there the sorrow ripples on like rings on a tree or circles around a thrown stone in a pond the grief does not go away but I find that I stay with the few that see I let the others go because you see, they don't matter to me anymore they don't see me even though I see them and I let go to feel my grief and hold it like a package not tidy but present.
You are amazing, this is absolutely inciteful!! Footage go to moms for 1/2 hr, or so, but ..... I'll be back! You have a friend who understands, truly.
