Bathroom Musing

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  1. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    There I was in the dark bathroom on that cool tile floor
    My arms wrapped around the bowl, my head resting on one arm
    Oh but my head feels so heavy
    Im realizing what a good thing it is that I clean this porcelain toilet every single day
    I'm glad I keep these two toilet freshners in, they have a nice lemony smell
    Oh but the porcelain is so cool
    I can't lift my head any longer
    Why am I still retching, I have nothing more to give
    If my world would just stop spinning, I could crawl to the bed
    Maybe take a Valium
    Maybe sleep......blessed relief while I am sleeping
    My ears are roaring loud
    I can't hear anything, but every little noise is blaring
    Ssshhhhhhhh...breathe in and hold it....release it slowly
    All of a sudden there's a cool washcloth on my neck
    Oh, that feels so good, it helps, breathe deeply, release
    The man I love tells me he would give anything to take the pain away from me
    So sweet he is, so comforting
    I begin to weep
    I'm start to retch, again
    I'm so weak, I can't fight like this anymore today
    I need these clothes off, I really do
    But I don't want to move
    I think it may be passing, if I get up it may start again
    Oh, please God make it stop
    Slowly, with my head resting on hubby's arm and my eyes closed, we get to the bed
    Hubby helps me undress and covers me with a soft furry blanket
    Now I am shivering
    He gets me the Valium and tells me to please rest, I've been pushing myself too hard
    I am laying flat on my back with my arms at my sides, and my ankles crossed
    I'm breathing, I'm starting to come out of it
    I am so tired, why can't I sleep
    I'm praying. The Our Father and Hail Mary prayer, over and over
    Old dog jumps on the bed and lays next to me with his head atop my leg
    Rocky jumps up and snuggles in the crook of my arm
    This brings on more crying
    Dogs give such unconditional love and affection. And they always know when I don't feel good.
    I love deeply, and I am loved
    I will get through this.
     
  2. dizzynana

    dizzynana New Member

    :-[ :-[ :-[ :-[ :-[

    That just about tells it like it is!!! Hugs Gina

    Lynn
     
  3. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    As I was in the "episode" it occurred to me to write about it.
    You can't relate if it's never happened to you.
    That's why this site is so great!
    Glad you enjoyed it, LYNN!
     
  4. bulldogs

    bulldogs New Member

    ((((((Gina)))))))
     
  5. Lorrie K

    Lorrie K New Member

    Wow - excellent depiction of an attack!
     
  6. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    Now that I've learned things about MM, I realize what a terrible toll an episode like this takes on my body.

    I don't give myself enough time to recover.

    That's probably because there's so much going on, too.

    That wasn't the last episode I had like that, but I haven't had one in , I think, 3 days.

    Then there is brain fog.


    Ughhhhhhhh
     
  7. Aliza

    Aliza I'm still standing, alone but upright


    Ditto!
     
  8. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    I thought that only happened to me!
     
  9. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    Now for my bathroom musings

    I have a tabletop book titled. " Married for Life "

    But, I'm still keeping the porcelain throne extra clean!
     
  10. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    As I stoked in the white deep tub
    Watching the bubbles, my feet they would rub
    I thought about the last post I put here
    And much better I feel, it seems like last year
    The water will soothe my aches and my pains
    Til they come back tomorrow again
    My toes were all wrinkled
    All pink and so clean
    The bubbles they tickled
    Made me feel like a queen
    It was calm and so peaceful
    To sit there and muse
    And ponder the bounty
    Around me and you.

    GMR
     
  11. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    There he sits broken-hearted,

    Trying to poop, but only Farted!

    LOL.
     
  12. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    Only recent bathroom musing was me, in a hot tub, relaxing my achings muscles, with my eyes closed, while a music box my Mom gave me, a song I sang in chorus in the fourth grade.

    This bathroom musing is nice.
     
  13. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    I do not miss my bathroom Musing!

    I pray this for everyone.

    Amen
     
  14. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    Yesterday's bathroom musing was quick, but painful due to Femeral Hernia.

    I guess doctors think its okay to let people suffer unnecessarily.

    That was my 5 minute bathroom musing for last night.
    I'm in remission, I guess if I wasn't, I'd have been on the floor.
    But, then,
    Who cares anyway.

    I know you guys do by your responses, and, or views.

    Thanx, my lovely support group, for just being you.

    Love,

    Gina05
     
  15. Gina05

    Gina05 Guest

    My bathroom now is a spa
    I use sports healing bath salts and soak
    The room is dark
    Just a Catholic candle of Saint Jude is lit
    Because he's helped me
    Get like this.
     

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