Vertigo
by Frank C. Falcetta
My transient, intransigent
intruder,
please hold your uninvited
assaults
until oceans reject lunar
commands.
I'll call when you're
wanted to add
excitement to a shopping
trip
or monstrously dull afternoon.
Of course I will.
Not now! Don't tweak my
brain
with foreign yet internal
blips
that bend the room then
force me
to reluctantly, inevitably,
accept
that you will soon borrow
my being
and make it as livable
as a shroud.
Please stay away.
Stop! You appalling, unwelcome
thief
who steals my senses
then curls and whirls
my surroundings into
rampant circlets
which don't complete
their ring.
Must you destroy all
my mind and matter
as you pierce, surround
and attack?
I need my bed.
Don't dance ceilings;
hold your walls;
they try to bend and
kiss.
I shut my eyes so I won't
see my room shimmer
or red numbers leap from
my bedside clock.
You have won. I cringe
into my
pulsing, paranoiac darkness,
vortexed again.
Bureaus lift, night stands
fly, doors are C's.
Soundlessly, waveringly,
I beg you to go quickly
this time.
I curve while I mirror
the movings.
When nausea mounts, my
wet hands grip
the crisp edges of my
bed. Nothing stops.
When will you leave?
Will you swallow me for
mighty minutes
or hours that disappear
in drugs?
Oh no! Now I must get
to the john.
I will peek through coward's
lids
and guide my way with
multiple,
hesitant leanings. Oh
God, hold me
until it goes. |